it's 2012

it's already 2012..

how time flies soo fast...

2011 is unforgettable

memories, hope, dreams..

in 2012,

i wish and hope it will bring more happiness, joy and prosperity

family and carrier become my top priorities for this year

as I hope i will find my soul-mate,

the one that love me for who i am

that is all i wish and hope for..

Quote I used to say to myself..now

stress!!!

when STRESS of work and study MIX together, i become like this:

am still finding the mood to type and update this blog...

BUT

i haven't had the strength yet...

:(

HeLLo 2011!!!!!

a brand new year again...it's 2011 folks...goshh...how time flies so fast even without us noticing it...12 months in a year, is not enuf...for me...ehehe....well, i think we need more than 12 in a year...coz there are lotttttttttttttts of things we can do...aite?soo for this year, twenty eleven...

i've listed my new year's RESOLUTIONS....(cheh...as if i will follow it) but nevermind, it shows something...don't you think so?ehehe...

2011 RESOLUTIONS are:

1)be a better person..in terms of self respect, relax and chill more,

2)health conscious (exercise more e.g jogging and workout at gym)

3)maintain and score dean's list every semester for my master degree...and hopefully by 2012, i'll graduate....

4)love people who loves me and cherish them every moment especially my family and close friends

5)get rid of all bad habits..

6)spend money wisely...

7)less stress or pressure on work/study

hopefully, this year would be a lucky year for me!!!!!

praise to God for i am still alive and healthy to go through another year...

~TTFN~

2010 birthday celebration

it's already been 7 days.for what? well...from the title i know you guys can already guess what it is.that's right, my birthday...which i turned 2_. no need for me to mention it here.agagaga.age is just a number, aite...so it doesn't matter what your age is, as long as inside you always remain young...jiwa muda..like me.ahaha..juz wanna share with all of you my birthday celebration for this year..more into a surprise, actually.well, this year, i celebrated it at key ell with my besties from unisel. they are farah and cekodok and few others of our friends.we celebrated it at Sakura Kristal cafe in Taman Melawati...3 years studying together, i never had any chance to celebrate with them..this is because, end of the year, usually is the semester break where i'll be back to my hometown...so this year we had that chance and i almost fell into tears when they sang buffday song out of the blue while the waiter brought the cake and put it in front of me...arghhh tacing...tacing...thanx guys...luv u all soo much...besties foreva k!!!!

the planner of the event on that evening..makan2 laa sangat..(yg pakai spek 2 org tue, they are my besties)

overall the food is delicious..i ate beef lasagna...look at the cheese...wallaa!!!

this is the cake brought by the waiter..speechless and touched..

making wishes (plural yer -es sbb ade sgt byk wish for next year)hoping that next

will bring me more luck and charms...ahakz...

blowing off the candles

what a delicious cake.my fav of all time, the blackforest cake

buffday gal cutting the cake..it was blackforest cake.yummy

having a great time with them

thanx a lot...luv you all..muax

~TTFN~

when heart speaks

i still remember in July 2008, you said "i still have things that i need to complete first, for my life & to prove something for my parent...i understood and i said "i'll wait for u"...(i really meant it when i said it) but i guess you think i was never serious...what if..i am...and until now, I AM STILL WAITING for u....what if...

from July 2008 - December 2010 (at present)

Do you still remember what you said to me? do you?

i guess you're too busy with your life until you forget about me..

it's been 3 years...3 demn years...eventhough we've known each other earlier than that...

we shared stories, secrets etc together

you become the person i can rely and ask advice from

a shoulder for me to cry on

but i guess you just don't bother bout it..

about my feelings cause it's not like you care

Mr. ZM

Believing all you've ever said

Never thinking it was a lie

Sadly I was so misled

Once i cried

Yearning for all our memories

To become my life today

For you I’ll always try to please

In my life I wish you’d stay

Are there any words for this?

For the love, the pain & tears

Is it you I’ll always miss

Will you bring back all my fears?

The fear of being alone again

Doesn’t feel right at all

No longer will I pretend

I will be willing to take the fall

I’ve proved it’s not a joke to me

While all along i believed in us

And planned on a future with you

Why is it I can’t make you see?

Or get a straight answer on how you truly feel

Why do I always think of you?

Night or day, you’re never off my mind

Do you feel the same way too?

Or is there nothing there for you to find

You have to stop coming and going

As often as you do

I can’t live life not knowing

If my dreams are misleading me too

So I hope you soon come to see

My heart will forever be aching

If you shrug and laugh at me

It’s my heart you will be breaking

~TTFN~