sebak..tak terluah...

i dunno how to describe it

~the feeling~

it somehow make me lose words / speechless

the day/date which i hope never appear already come, it's here, it's today

16 NOVERMBER 2010

the day i lose a good friend..no not good...besttttt friend eva, a sista, a colleague

the day where she will no longer come to the office

the day she will no longer be joining for lunch

the day i will not be seeing her always *working days+weekend*

i hate this date!!!

oh gosh...

plus the *smalllittlething* that she put in the box...

really...demn...really....touched me...

i did not cry...

when other friends hugs n wishes her goodbye...

i feel the lost deep deep inside my heart..

but i hate to admit it in front of her...*watery eyes*

i keep the envelope in the car...

resist to read it once i received it *dalamhatinaktausangatisikandungan*

my heart tells me to take the envelope and read the small note attached together with a picture

picture of me+her+other friends *closest friends*

once i read the note, automatically i feel it *sebak*mataberair*

demn....i hate to cry...

but i cried...not in front of her...

in front of my lappy as i'm writing this post

kiroh,

words for u:

it will be hard for me and the rest to admit that you are no longer with us *workingtogether*

it is not the end of our friendship, instead you have a special place in my heart

whatever it is, no matter its bitter or sweet, you can count on me...*youknowthat*

it will not be the same not ever the same without you, and you know that too, aite *airmata,silabenti mengalir*

last but not least,

i care and love u sooo much my fren!!!

the memories with you will never fade coz you always make me laugh again and again when i think of you

~TTFN~

small farewell party

tak sempat nak taip lagi, dah rasa sob...sob..sob...

yer laa...tengok title pon u olz bleh agak kan

this farewell party is for whom i leb as fren, bestie and sista

it is actually a spontaneous party planned by lyd, awan and me and not forgetting kak jij

eh tetiba plak nak speaking bagai kan..bukan apa, more expressive kot in english..

dah nama pon english teacher kan..muehehe

sebenarnya kan, rasa masa nie kejap sangat kan..tup tup dah hujung tahun

and tinggal bape ari ja nak spent time dengan bestie nie

memang akan terasa kehilangan laa..

dah sah2 nanti cam awan ka lyd ckp, tiba2 msg/kol "kiroh, jom p breakfast/lunch/lepak minum"

sekali baru tingat kawan kat segamat daa...uhuk..uhuk...

well, i leave it to the pictures to do the talkin...enjoy!!

the fren, bestie, sista dat i leb *shaakirohmurad*

the planner of the event *biggrin*success*

at pizza hut alor star,we ate cheesy cheese pizza

giant card specially for her

tolong simpan elok2 yer..kalo leh frame kan, lagi bagus...

isk..mmg suka laa kad nie..santek kan..an...ada pic we olz tuh...

the moment where she burst into tears..tacing2...

nie dengan masterji a.k.a kak jijah

besties eva

mengorder pizza cheesy cheese yg enak lagi delicious

smileee

jawab puzzle..muehehe..cam dak2...

deep inside my heart i know that this friendship will not stop here

contact tetap contact

uma pon sekangkang kera jer jauhnya

soo anytime pon bleh laa kan nk lepak2 an..an..

takda excuse laa kan...

ucapan ckit *janganckpakutakbagiucapanlakeh*:

kiroh,

nanti...

rindu nak dengaq ang cakap laju

rindu nak lepak2 minum dengan ang

rindu nak breakfast/lunch dengan ang

rindu nak dengaq ang longkang2

rindu nak tengok ang qeyau

rindu nak gossip2 dengan ang

rindu nak makan koteow iman dengan ang

rindu nak dengaq ang sebut salah cth*perabot-->pelabot*

apa pon, all the best sista!!!

i'll always pray for your happiness

leb..leb..leb...

~TTFN~

tenggelam dalam banjir...

semakin ari, semakin malas plak nk mengupdate blog selalu...

bukannye xde citer, ade..tp..........wa malasssssssssss....

okay, awal bulan november nie, di mana sibuk diperkatakan orang ramai,

tak lain tak bukan...adalah

BANJIR teruk di utara tanah air a.k.a Perlis and Kedah

soo sape2 yang duk di selatan, tengah, timur...eh timur pon bajir kan..kelantan banjir kan..

tapi tak laa seteruk di kedah nie

ramai gak yang dipindahkan ke pusat2 pemindahan

well, luckily my home sweet home is ok and tak ditenggelami air

walaupon keadaan sekitar memang dah dinaiki air yang teramat teruk..

kawasan umah ai, still ok...

alhamdullilah..praise to GOD...

rasanya2 nie laa banjir yang paling teruk sekali kot..

jalan2 yang tak penah naik air, terus naik air paras tinggi tuh...

sampai tenggelam keta2..memang total lost laa kan keta2 tue...

sian aih..nak claim pon, insurans tak cover act of mother nature...

tau laa serba skit sebab wat dip in insurance..tue jer laa pon yang hengat...

di tmn2 perumahan--->sibuk mik mane2 bekas yang ade untuk tadah air...tp lori air time nie tak sampai2 pon lagi

nie kat Tesco...maybe untuk mangsa2 banjir kot *tekaan sendiri shj*

tengok2, tinggi kan paras air sungai nie..uma2 kat tepi tue mmg sah2 laa tenggelam..

salah satu jalan yang ditenggelami air...hotel sentosa kalo tak salah

dulu air longkang nie ckit jer, then masa hujan tak benti2, dah jadi separuh...depan opis jer nie

sempat lg pose depan2 opis tatkala petak sawah di depan tue hampir dipenuhi air...

kawasan area kuetiaw iman yang best nie pon tenggelam..

air dah melimpah masuk smpi dlm restoran tuh...teruk..teruk...

nie masa ai odw nak ke tol nak ke key ell..memang jem..sal byk jalan tutup..so banyak keta stuck kt traffic lite yang rosak

hang^out

sepatutnya post nie dr last week lagi

bukan tak nak taip, tapi mood tak mari lagi...

hehehe...so skang nie mood ai pon dah mari, so ai nak share dengan u olz..

on my last, very last day of 1st semester..baru 1st semester, ade lagi 3 semester kot....

setelah sekian lama tidak menjejakkan kaki ke pavilion,haaa pavilion yer...

seingat ai laa kan, last kali jejak bile ntah...memang lama laa..huhu

akhirnya last day of class tue, ai jejakkan kaki ke pavi...

dalam tak bopa nak ingat jalan tue, sampai jugak akhirnya...

mmg seronok menjamu mata, window sopping ja...tak beli apa pon..(tol laa..x caya? x caya sudah)

makan kat Thai Ekspress, tom yum yang sangat2 meletop and makan pon menjilat sudu, mangkuk suma...

then jalan2, pastu minom petang di "chocolate",arghhh memang heaven laa...

sila layan pic2 di bawah....