Monday, December 27, 2010

2010 birthday celebration


it's already been 7 days.for what? well...from the title i know you guys can already guess what it is.that's right, my birthday...which i turned 2_. no need for me to mention it here.agagaga.age is just a number, aite...so it doesn't matter what your age is, as long as inside you always remain young...jiwa muda..like me.ahaha..juz wanna share with all of you my birthday celebration for this year..more into a surprise, actually.well, this year, i celebrated it at key ell with my besties from unisel. they are farah and cekodok and few others of our friends.we celebrated it at Sakura Kristal cafe in Taman Melawati...3 years studying together, i never had any chance to celebrate with them..this is because, end of the year, usually is the semester break where i'll be back to my hometown...so this year we had that chance and i almost fell into tears when they sang buffday song out of the blue while the waiter brought the cake and put it in front of me...arghhh tacing...tacing...thanx guys...luv u all soo much...besties foreva k!!!!

the planner of the event on that evening..makan2 laa sangat..(yg pakai spek 2 org tue, they are my besties)

overall the food is delicious..i ate beef lasagna...look at the cheese...wallaa!!!

this is the cake brought by the waiter..speechless and touched..

making wishes (plural yer -es sbb ade sgt byk wish for next year)hoping that next
will bring me more luck and charms...ahakz...

blowing off the candles

what a delicious cake.my fav of all time, the blackforest cake

buffday gal cutting the cake..it was blackforest cake.yummy

having a great time with them

thanx a lot...luv you all..muax

~TTFN~


Sunday, December 26, 2010

when heart speaks

i still remember in July 2008, you said "i still have things that i need to complete first, for my life & to prove something for my parent...i understood and i said "i'll wait for u"...(i really meant it when i said it) but i guess you think i was never serious...what if..i am...and until now, I AM STILL WAITING for u....what if...

from July 2008 - December 2010 (at present)

Do you still remember what you said to me? do you?
i guess you're too busy with your life until you forget about me..
it's been 3 years...3 demn years...eventhough we've known each other earlier than that...
we shared stories, secrets etc together
you become the person i can rely and ask advice from
a shoulder for me to cry on
but i guess you just don't bother bout it..
about my feelings cause it's not like you care

Mr. ZM
Believing all you've ever said

Never thinking it was a lie

Sadly I was so misled

Once i cried

Yearning for all our memories

To become my life today

For you I’ll always try to please

In my life I wish you’d stay

Are there any words for this?

For the love, the pain & tears

Is it you I’ll always miss

Will you bring back all my fears?

The fear of being alone again

Doesn’t feel right at all

No longer will I pretend

I will be willing to take the fall

I’ve proved it’s not a joke to me

While all along i believed in us

And planned on a future with you

Why is it I can’t make you see?

Or get a straight answer on how you truly feel

Why do I always think of you?

Night or day, you’re never off my mind

Do you feel the same way too?

Or is there nothing there for you to find

You have to stop coming and going

As often as you do

I can’t live life not knowing

If my dreams are misleading me too

So I hope you soon come to see

My heart will forever be aching

If you shrug and laugh at me

It’s my heart you will be breaking

~TTFN~








Wednesday, December 22, 2010

wedding trip to kelantan


0n 17th December, my friends (farah,cekodok, jamil) & i went to kelantan for one of our classmate's wedding reception in kota bharu, kelantan..it was shaggy & master, their nickname.perjalanan memakan masa selama 7 jam setengah dengan adanya bantuan incik GPS, maka dapat laa menuju ke arah destinasi yang dituju dengan tepat tapi tak cepat..sebabnya, jalan2 yang tersangat laa lurus, dalam erti kata lain, bengkang bengkok cam ular kena palu, berbukit2 plak, golap tak hingat sal takde lampu jalan and plus its raining season...luckily i'm not the one who's driving.hehe..kalo tak, memang mencabar minda and my driving skill will be tested..haha

from KL-KB, driving in a Myvi (sgt2 jimat)...4 of us (me, farah, cekodok, jamel)

my besties in unisel (cekodok, farah and iza)

kuih-muih yang sodap2 belaka di KB...warning *sangat manis yer* but my fav is AKOK...

then lepak2 makan kuih di tepi sungai while the rest went shopping..


eventhough it was tiring, macam laa drive eh..tapi tetap restless because y?it was one long journey for me.before this drive pon ikot highway jer.4 lorong..so memang akan cepat sampai and tak sempat laa nak rasa sengal2 sakit belakang bagai.misi utama ke KB adalah untuk menghadiri majlis akad nikah and perkahwinan.itu sahaja.tidak ada istilah shopping di sana.shopping makanan, ya.sebab nya dah laa murah, sedap lak tue.asyik lapar jer sepanjang duk kat sana..kalo lagi lama kat sana, ai dah chub..chub..mwahahaha

let's go to the solemnization ceremony:
the theme is all white..biase laa akad nikah most bride choose all white or cream..majlis akad nikah diadakan pada 18hb disember, jam 9.30 malam.pengantin berpakaian serba putih. termasuk laa diri sendiri pun.berselendang lagi u olz.haha..dah ada feeling2 cam datinz pon ada..rupanya2 baru ai tahu, yang untuk akad nikah, selain disekolahkan oleh ustaz, dah ada skrip untuk dibaca semasa akad oleh pengantin lelaki..manyak sonang wooo ini macam.tak payah dah berkali2 lafaz.sekali lafaz, terus SAH..senang kan?so kaum2 adam, untung laa kamu pada masa ini.

not forgetting i, myself also wore white kurung moden+selendang

with some of the ex-classmates who attended the wedding..mish u guys

with frenz again + posing feeling2 iklan Adabi pon ada...

few of the TESLians with the bride+bridegroom after the solemnization ceremony


pelamin yang sangat chantekkk hokay..macam raja2 kawin


the next day is the wedding reception with the theme "classical royal malay wedding":
dah nama pon klasik, royal malay wedding plak, dah sah2 laa kalernya adalah kuning diraja.pengantin lelaki siap diarak menaiki tandu smpi ke umah..pastu ade plak persembahan silat..haaa yang nie paling best..nak citer pon, ermm hurmm i'll tell thru the pic ya!!!


the house is soo deym beautiful, apetah lagi the wedding kan....tue yang pose kat tingkap pon jadi..mwahaha


hantaran2 dr kedua2 belah pihak


pengantinnya *fariz+fazira*...sangat sepadan kan..macam pinang dibelah dua puloh..eheh

takde potong2 kek, dah nama pon klasik so upacara memotong+suap pulot kuning...

ape pon, i had a nice trip to kelantan despite all the dizziness and tiring journey..it was worth it..the food, mmg wallaaaaah...terbahekkkkkk...and the wedding reception was awesome and sooo beautiful..

to both Shaggy&Master:
Selamat Pengantin Baru...semoga kekal hingga ke hujung nyawa.

ALL THE BEST IN YOUR NEW LIFE JOURNEY AS HUSBAND & WIFE

muax

~TTFN~





Wednesday, December 15, 2010

saman oh saman

pengajaran kepada diri sendiri dan jugak yang lain2..

ada kereta?mobil?(dalam bahasa indonnye)bukan stesen minyak tue eh...anda2 yang berumur 18 tahun dan ke atas?kalo ada, tak kisah laa parent punya ker, sendiri beli punya ker...haaa masa drive kat highway especially..sila patuhi had laju...had laju tue nate gapo?ape tue?hakhakhak...takda pon dalam kamos idop ai...had laju tue, ala yang kat tepi highway tue tak pon jalan2 biasa, ada kan satu tiang , pastu dlm 4 segi tue ada nomot..selalu dia letak 90km...120km(tipu jer nie, sah sah laa xde kan)..sejak sekian lama duk drive nie, dari kl ke alor star, dari alor star ke kl, banyak kali laa jugak, kadang2 terlebih ckit tekan minyak, ckittttttttt ker...hahahha...bape?usah ditanya...yang penting kena speed trap...so u olz bleh guess laa kan bapo ai drive...nak kata 90km?no..no..no....hahaha..sapa2 yang penah naik keta dengan ai, they know...punya laa duk bawa sedap jer tekan minyak, sekali haaa...ada hadiah menanti bila mau renew road tax...sebab apa?sebab ada saman2 yang tidak dibayar....padan muka sape?diri sendiri jugak kan..dah keta atas nama ko, ko sendirik laa byr...nak tahu bape saman? ade laa 2 speed trap, satu lagi tue, traffic obstruction..bila masa ntah laa kena..ntah2 saman ekoq...boikot saman ekoq!!! part yang besh tue, time hujung2 tahun nie laa bermacam masealh timbul..antaranya, tayar keta dah takde bunga-dah tukar ampat2 biji, servis keta-dah servis tukau minyak itam sume, ekzos rosak-dah tukaq ekzos baru, brake wat hal-baru antar, petang nie baru nak mik, insuran+roadtax keta expired-insurans mik 1 year, TAPI road tax leh mik 6 bulan jer!!!!sebab ape 6 bulan?sebab saman2 yang tak dilangsaikan dan dalam masa 6 bulan tue laa ai kena korek, kutip, duit dari mane2 dan bayar...beshnya laa kalo ada duit jatuh dari langit..verangan ko kan...hahaha...tapi ada jer org yg kena saman beribu2 masih lagi rilex and chill sepertinya kereta mereka tak perlu nak renew road tax,so lex laa...lex ar beb...insyallah Tuhan tunjuk jalan camne nak setelkan sume masalah permasalahan...

ai rasa patot diupkan laa dari 90 ke 110km/j...macam baru nak mik lesen jer 90km/j nie..tak gitu?sape setuju, angkat tangan!!!

~TTFN~






Friday, December 10, 2010

grateful to God


the first thing i did when i woke up this morning is,
turn on my lappy, connect to internet....

dup..dap..dup..dap..dup..dap...

today is the day.
the moment i've been waiting for all this month..(besides my buffday)
go to Student Portal..
check examination result --> click
key in username...password --> click

loading...loading...loading.....

wallaaaaaaaaaaa....

i almost drop my jaw...

wanna know y?
this is Y....

my 1st master semester result!!!!arghhhhhhhh (screamin' with joy n happiness)

well, it's worth it with wat i hv been thru 1 heck semester!!!


honestly, i didn't expect this at all..
i'm thankful to God
definitely i will struggle all out in this coming semester..
thank you GOD,
thank you GOD,
thank you GOD

Tuesday, December 7, 2010

nerves wrecking

in 3 more days...


gosh...3 more days...

arghhhh...it's a nerves wrecking moment for me...

i'm sure you guys are still wondering wat this is all about

well..let me tell ya..in THREE(3) more days,

i'll get the result!!!!

never ever been this nervous before

i pray it'll be good...oh God, please help me to get thru the 1st level to keep me keep on going till the end...

prayin' hard

~TTFN~







Tuesday, November 16, 2010

sebak..tak terluah...

i dunno how to describe it
~the feeling~
it somehow make me lose words / speechless
the day/date which i hope never appear already come, it's here, it's today

16 NOVERMBER 2010

the day i lose a good friend..no not good...besttttt friend eva, a sista, a colleague
the day where she will no longer come to the office
the day she will no longer be joining for lunch
the day i will not be seeing her always *working days+weekend*

i hate this date!!!
oh gosh...
plus the *smalllittlething* that she put in the box...
really...demn...really....touched me...
i did not cry...
when other friends hugs n wishes her goodbye...
i feel the lost deep deep inside my heart..
but i hate to admit it in front of her...*watery eyes*
i keep the envelope in the car...
resist to read it once i received it *dalamhatinaktausangatisikandungan*
my heart tells me to take the envelope and read the small note attached together with a picture
picture of me+her+other friends *closest friends*
once i read the note, automatically i feel it *sebak*mataberair*
demn....i hate to cry...
but i cried...not in front of her...
in front of my lappy as i'm writing this post

kiroh,
words for u:

it will be hard for me and the rest to admit that you are no longer with us *workingtogether*
it is not the end of our friendship, instead you have a special place in my heart
whatever it is, no matter its bitter or sweet, you can count on me...*youknowthat*
it will not be the same not ever the same without you, and you know that too, aite *airmata,silabenti mengalir*
last but not least,

i care and love u sooo much my fren!!!



the memories with you will never fade coz you always make me laugh again and again when i think of you

~TTFN~

Thursday, November 11, 2010

small farewell party

tak sempat nak taip lagi, dah rasa sob...sob..sob...
yer laa...tengok title pon u olz bleh agak kan
this farewell party is for whom i leb as fren, bestie and sista
it is actually a spontaneous party planned by lyd, awan and me and not forgetting kak jij
eh tetiba plak nak speaking bagai kan..bukan apa, more expressive kot in english..
dah nama pon english teacher kan..muehehe
sebenarnya kan, rasa masa nie kejap sangat kan..tup tup dah hujung tahun
and tinggal bape ari ja nak spent time dengan bestie nie
memang akan terasa kehilangan laa..
dah sah2 nanti cam awan ka lyd ckp, tiba2 msg/kol "kiroh, jom p breakfast/lunch/lepak minum"
sekali baru tingat kawan kat segamat daa...uhuk..uhuk...

well, i leave it to the pictures to do the talkin...enjoy!!

the fren, bestie, sista dat i leb *shaakirohmurad*

the planner of the event *biggrin*success*

at pizza hut alor star,we ate cheesy cheese pizza

giant card specially for her

tolong simpan elok2 yer..kalo leh frame kan, lagi bagus...

isk..mmg suka laa kad nie..santek kan..an...ada pic we olz tuh...

the moment where she burst into tears..tacing2...

nie dengan masterji a.k.a kak jijah

besties eva

mengorder pizza cheesy cheese yg enak lagi delicious

smileee

jawab puzzle..muehehe..cam dak2...

deep inside my heart i know that this friendship will not stop here
contact tetap contact
uma pon sekangkang kera jer jauhnya
soo anytime pon bleh laa kan nk lepak2 an..an..
takda excuse laa kan...

ucapan ckit *janganckpakutakbagiucapanlakeh*:

kiroh,
nanti...

rindu nak dengaq ang cakap laju
rindu nak lepak2 minum dengan ang
rindu nak breakfast/lunch dengan ang
rindu nak dengaq ang longkang2
rindu nak tengok ang qeyau
rindu nak gossip2 dengan ang
rindu nak makan koteow iman dengan ang
rindu nak dengaq ang sebut salah cth*perabot-->pelabot*

apa pon, all the best sista!!!
i'll always pray for your happiness
leb..leb..leb...



~TTFN~




Wednesday, November 10, 2010

tenggelam dalam banjir...

semakin ari, semakin malas plak nk mengupdate blog selalu...
bukannye xde citer, ade..tp..........wa malasssssssssss....
okay, awal bulan november nie, di mana sibuk diperkatakan orang ramai,
tak lain tak bukan...adalah



BANJIR teruk di utara tanah air a.k.a Perlis and Kedah




soo sape2 yang duk di selatan, tengah, timur...eh timur pon bajir kan..kelantan banjir kan..
tapi tak laa seteruk di kedah nie
ramai gak yang dipindahkan ke pusat2 pemindahan
well, luckily my home sweet home is ok and tak ditenggelami air
walaupon keadaan sekitar memang dah dinaiki air yang teramat teruk..
kawasan umah ai, still ok...
alhamdullilah..praise to GOD...
rasanya2 nie laa banjir yang paling teruk sekali kot..
jalan2 yang tak penah naik air, terus naik air paras tinggi tuh...
sampai tenggelam keta2..memang total lost laa kan keta2 tue...
sian aih..nak claim pon, insurans tak cover act of mother nature...
tau laa serba skit sebab wat dip in insurance..tue jer laa pon yang hengat...

di tmn2 perumahan--->sibuk mik mane2 bekas yang ade untuk tadah air...tp lori air time nie tak sampai2 pon lagi

nie kat Tesco...maybe untuk mangsa2 banjir kot *tekaan sendiri shj*

tengok2, tinggi kan paras air sungai nie..uma2 kat tepi tue mmg sah2 laa tenggelam..

salah satu jalan yang ditenggelami air...hotel sentosa kalo tak salah

dulu air longkang nie ckit jer, then masa hujan tak benti2, dah jadi separuh...depan opis jer nie

sempat lg pose depan2 opis tatkala petak sawah di depan tue hampir dipenuhi air...

kawasan area kuetiaw iman yang best nie pon tenggelam..

air dah melimpah masuk smpi dlm restoran tuh...teruk..teruk...

nie masa ai odw nak ke tol nak ke key ell..memang jem..sal byk jalan tutup..so banyak keta stuck kt traffic lite yang rosak

Tuesday, November 2, 2010

hang^out

sepatutnya post nie dr last week lagi
bukan tak nak taip, tapi mood tak mari lagi...
hehehe...so skang nie mood ai pon dah mari, so ai nak share dengan u olz..
on my last, very last day of 1st semester..baru 1st semester, ade lagi 3 semester kot....
setelah sekian lama tidak menjejakkan kaki ke pavilion,haaa pavilion yer...
seingat ai laa kan, last kali jejak bile ntah...memang lama laa..huhu
akhirnya last day of class tue, ai jejakkan kaki ke pavi...
dalam tak bopa nak ingat jalan tue, sampai jugak akhirnya...
mmg seronok menjamu mata, window sopping ja...tak beli apa pon..(tol laa..x caya? x caya sudah)
makan kat Thai Ekspress, tom yum yang sangat2 meletop and makan pon menjilat sudu, mangkuk suma...
then jalan2, pastu minom petang di "chocolate",arghhh memang heaven laa...

sila layan pic2 di bawah....