sebak..tak terluah...

i dunno how to describe it

~the feeling~

it somehow make me lose words / speechless

the day/date which i hope never appear already come, it's here, it's today

16 NOVERMBER 2010

the day i lose a good friend..no not good...besttttt friend eva, a sista, a colleague

the day where she will no longer come to the office

the day she will no longer be joining for lunch

the day i will not be seeing her always *working days+weekend*

i hate this date!!!

oh gosh...

plus the *smalllittlething* that she put in the box...

really...demn...really....touched me...

i did not cry...

when other friends hugs n wishes her goodbye...

i feel the lost deep deep inside my heart..

but i hate to admit it in front of her...*watery eyes*

i keep the envelope in the car...

resist to read it once i received it *dalamhatinaktausangatisikandungan*

my heart tells me to take the envelope and read the small note attached together with a picture

picture of me+her+other friends *closest friends*

once i read the note, automatically i feel it *sebak*mataberair*

demn....i hate to cry...

but i cried...not in front of her...

in front of my lappy as i'm writing this post

kiroh,

words for u:

it will be hard for me and the rest to admit that you are no longer with us *workingtogether*

it is not the end of our friendship, instead you have a special place in my heart

whatever it is, no matter its bitter or sweet, you can count on me...*youknowthat*

it will not be the same not ever the same without you, and you know that too, aite *airmata,silabenti mengalir*

last but not least,

i care and love u sooo much my fren!!!

the memories with you will never fade coz you always make me laugh again and again when i think of you

~TTFN~